Do tell hym this..

Its almost a week since we break off...

but we are still the same..no connections...

huhm...i tried.. to smile...but the smile...did not build..

instead a sad face came...

my intention in breaking off with hym was to tell hym that he needs

a lot of rest...but..then...he is still the same..





My dearest...

to me you are everything...

to me you are the only whom bright my day...

the days where i can never ferget..

we think of each other day and night(i think)..

i dare not do much now as i am afraid that time will get bad..

i hope you wont make me feel the sense of lose..

a lose where i am the only one who feels it...

well the bright days now have change into a dimm life..

very sad leh...

what to do kan...

But this is all i have got to say to you my dear...

i admit that i am in the wrong..(iwill even admit it when i didnt do i)

I admit that i did all those stupid stuff...i hope it is fergiven...

cause...

you are the drug...

that stops me from dying...

so i hope..you will turn back dude cause i need you...

no longer miss blue...but miss vindictive..