i love this!

my lovies[:

this is how my life now...

i dunt know if i can continue my life which is filled wth misery..

i will try to stay calm when i see her ..

i will just put up a fcuking fuck up fake smile...

just to let everyone around me knows that i am fine..

but i seriously dunno how long this stuff will go on..

soo lets stop blabbering abt what has happen..

NURUL knows when to start and how to end...

NURUL will prove to all of you taht nurul is not coward..

nurul just wanna enjoy and get what every 14 year old teenage has now..

I WANT YOU DEAR[: