Once i am buried,the world will be smiling with joy..as they chant "Shes dead"

i dont't know why i cried...i don't know if it was true...those feelings...

i don't know why things went wrong...it felt soo dumb...
i suffer the nights without thinking what i should do next..

it felt like i was pierced!!soo what if he loves her?so?isn't is soo dumb??

don't tell me things which has got nothing to do with me!

maybe i am better off dead at the first place...

I’m sorry that I hurt you,
And even made you cry.

i know you hated me for who i am....i knew whatever text messaege you sent to me was all a lie..

and i know..i will always think that you never existed..at least he knew i am not

thinking about hym...i will make sure i overdose those pills...

so that he son't see me as abitch..ever again...

tonight will be the last night he will be in my mind..

from then on..i swear i wont think about you!

Do whatever it takes to uphold her...and tell her that you love her..

tho it will take time...

i am sorry i couldn't fulfill your wish...

and i hope it is forgiven...

its time i move on as a single lady...cause thats the only thing i can do...

even if its hard..trust me...i know what i am doing...

thanks razif for the company last night...you totally made my night..

and yeah those jokes...i just need time to cure...

thankies razif...we will chat tmrw...

sorry babes..i wasn't in the mood this past few days...

theres too much for me to handle....well atlast ary....text me..thanks...

i guess i will take some pills to make me sleep tonight...

maybe that might make everyone happier without me..

the school won't be filled with gossips...

and no one will trail me off...all this happen because of a bitch like me...

(from the fact that i dont come from that category)

you called me everynight...

and text me a night msg...

but those times don't last long...

as i closed my eyes and drift to sleep...

without saying my last word..."goodbye".