Why does it even matter... i cant do anything right......so whats the point?

this is because every night, i lay awake.... can't sleep....
don’t know who to believe
I’ve been called
Bitch
WorthlessWeak
DisgraceUgly

Not worth the time
Pain to take care of
No one will ever love me
But people say other things
They say different stuff then what I'm use to.
I don’t know who to believe
I know these things are true.
All the things my parents say
Sorry to all my friends
But nothing is going to help
I’m not good at anything
The only thing I'm good at is being nothing
So quit trying to make me believe
I’m not all those things

What do you have to say now?