being me was what i had always wanted it to happen

i can only hide it,

I can't let it show.

I don't want it to get out,
I don't want others to know.

Walk by and laugh,
Talk about me when I'm not there.
Go on and critize,
You act like I care.
Their happy that I'm sad,
Their glad I'm in pain.
They like to see other people misrable,
Yet I'm the one who's insane.

If you were in my shoes.. i bet you would fill the same ..

why are you doing this to me ?

aren't you done with it dilla ?

huh zyie ?

it was made blur .. so that you knew how i felt now..

i just wished were still this way.. being together as a group..

without anyone trying to take each of us away..

i do wanna go to my past.. and re enjoy my past..

but it just seems those are just dreams, dreams which is too high for me to reach it..

well .. nonetheles.. do what ever you want aites...if i had known it will turn out this way..

i would just get myself drown

so that you won't need to think about me anymore.