I have to try to forget him ..

why can;t i just let your images stop flowing in my brain huh?

why is it soo hard to overcome this fear?

why is it do you have to appear now? and not when i neede you most ?

why must it be you ?

and not someone else far better than you ?

who the f```k care man ?

i admit i am those kind of mischievious kind of kid.. but that doesn't mean you can stop me

from doing what ever fcuking damn thing i wanna do .. right ?

i just doesnt seems to understand why i can stop your images from flowing in..

soo what if you have a what fiance or married.. or what ever soo fucking thing it is..

huh ? i just wanna to let you out of my barin..

 that is just all i want..just this once...

i beg from you.. dissappear from my tiny brain...

cause that is my only wish.. i want from you ....

i just wanna you to know that...

i don't need you around now..aites ;')

okae ?just leave me alone ...

i do wanna go back to my past...

and be with you all  my life..

but it seems like..

i can't let that happen.. cause i am too stitched up with your kindness..

i just wanna break free from those stitches..

and just resume my normal life..