Its hard without u around .(rais)

I just realised that i screwed everything up.. just because of curiosity...

i told rais that i wanna him to forget me...

and right now i am seriously trying my very best to forget him..;'(

i just doesnt seems to get things right just for that one night ...

i thought i could find someone better than him and its just not happening.. lil boo!!

I knew i told u that i am gonna move on..

but i was wrong.. wrong for saying those awful words...

things are seriously getting from bad to worse .. and i know half of me isn't around..

i just want u to know that i miss u.. believe it or not..

its up to you ...

I know i have hurt u alot..

and i do hope it is still forgiven..

i am startin to miss ur voice... i kept having ur voice in my brain...

i know something isn't right...