It was teras.. instead of joy..

welll.. its was just bad.. for me.. alne...

its just bad.. i thougght it had ended..

but thenn.. no it has not...

why is it that life ahs got tons and tons of challenges.. i have always looked forward to go for band..

btu no longer now.. what ever happened there is a total ruined in me...

why am i even writting it for anyway...

i am nothing there what.. what evetr in me was nothing!!!

ugh.. i cant seem  to hav ethe peace in me now.. its sickening rubbish shit!!

everything.. how i wish i could vulgarate these people..

how i just wished... but i just cant seem to get them out of my mouth!!

am i just too.. kind hearted taht i let go all the things that went beyond me?

hkbdfkgsdfuiwegfduwehof

ug!!!!