will i ever smile again?

There is one pain I often feel

which you will never know

because it is caused

by the absence of you.

this is just a msg for you okay?

i really just missed you,like suddenly,usually you will call me late at night..although i am

asleep,the next morning when i check my phone,your name will appear ..but not now..

anyone can say how awful we look with each other.. it doen's hurt me..because i know you will stay..

i took this path.. and now..i just feel there's no use in turning to you to just smile..

because it's just useless..even when i turn,i know you cared most now is her..

those spilt milk soon will dry up.. and that will be time i realise i have survived well..without you and

your loved Juliet..