Showing posts with label Falling for him wasnt right or was it?. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Falling for him wasnt right or was it?. Show all posts

Thursday, July 29, 2010

i hate you!I SWEAR!

i don't know whats wrong!)':
mum and dad all the same..Even you!
you all only know to shoot me!Next time take gun and shoot me la!
F***!
sometimes eh i wonder soo much,am i even needed uh!? i mean all you guys knw is ruin me..
top bottom left right!Urgh!
I know i am some ass holes that is like stuck in some part of the world..
but that doesnt mean you can take advantage of me!
All i am asking is just show your concern.thats all..
have i ever ask for more..

even if you don't want me around pon, you don't have to put up with a diffrent face right?
its been so long since i yearn for your hug..

i don;t know lah...)':
go away lah kay?

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

whats left is left

whats left will always be left..
I was being tricked by the way of who u are.. i couldnt bring you out of my mind..
i was told.. everything.. i thought it was the end..
why are you asking me to suffer soo much..
i thought the situation had long ended between the both of us..
i acted strong infront of girls so that they wont know how coward i am inside..
i smiled trying to find someone that could really be there.. i tried.. i founded one.. only one..i really appreciate that i found one... (f)
( why now)?

Sometimes i just wish you knew what i am actually facing.. we are in the same school and yet we ae treating each other like a damn stranger...
starngers that never owned any life.. 

No one understands me like you do;

You see me deep inside,
You choose to overlook my flaws,
The ones I try to hide.
              i wanted you and no oneelse.. i am counting on you.. every little step you take:)

sekarng tengah online nan nurianni.. hehe..i really have got nothing in my mind.. blank..
blank , perasaan rasa mcm nak text (F) aje.. haizz.. text pon tak gune.. he wont be replying anyways..
i will just end off with a short poem.. to sad to say anything...

Before I met you,
I thought I was happy,
and I was,
but I had never known
the rich contentment,
deep satisfaction,
and total fulfillment
you brought to me
when you came into my life.
Before I met you,
I felt a lot of things,
good things,
but I had never experienced
the indescribably intense
feelings I have for you.
Before I met you,
I thought I knew myself,
and I did,
but you looked deep inside me
and found fresh new things
for us to share.
Before I met you,
I thought I knew about love,
but I didn’t,
until I met you.