It's not that I don't care you left without a reason, or forgot me. I do care you used me. I do care that I wasted 9 months on you. I very much care that it was so easy for you to let me go. I do care that I never get to know what you are doing anymore. I do care that I never get texts from you. I do care that i'm never gonna hear you call me babe again or pick me up and hug me. I do care that all our inside jokes are just memories. I do care that someone is gonna replace me. I do care that I never got the chance to tell you I fell in love with you and stop you from walking away, but I have shut my emotions down. I block everything out. I don't wanna care or think anymore.