I must go on..its no use waiting..

well .. its raining in the north now.. i do hope.. (K) isnt getting any cold..

oh well.. i just wished he knew how concerning i am towards him..

well.. well.. tomorrows is the investitutre..

must be up notch tomorrow...

musnt really think about him too muchh... its just hurtful...

i hope this new (F) will cheer (k) up...

I just feel like giving up..

he didnt call.. he didnt text... i dont even know what is it that went wrong..

i wana have a valid reason sweetheart..

i wanna see how you are now..

i dont wanna be replaced... i dont want too..

look me in the eyes.. and tell me that you want me to go..

look how uselesss i feel now.. i cant goo on...

i lose my self control..

and by calming it down was to look at you from far...

is this fair for me?