why again?

why now? why now ?

and not the first time we first met?

why today and not the day you have to stay? why? i lost too much things.. just too much.. and YOU are adding to it..

do you think i am some cheap chicks?

why (k)? why? why?

whyyyy?? i tried finding my way out.. and just today you told me all this without me knowin..

why? i am just hurtin too much.. i dont wanna cry anymore.. its just too much for me..

for how long do you want me to fell guilty for myself?

for how fucking long?

i feel less confident now...

i cant keep smiling like everything was right..

i will leave now like how you want me to..i will go now.. like how you want me too...

i will K.. i will.. i shall..

i am out now.