no one seems to care..its better if i never step on earth):

its either i am never getting better or is how people that i am fine!

i will just post about how i felt for the past few days..

it was like the worst! i kept crying.. and no one seems to give a care.. i got no one to turn to pour out what i kept inside..

thanks to izzati for being so kind enough to give me a call..

i had to skip band today as i was feeling real dizzy.. so omma plan to take me to the doctor..

i got 2 days of mc.. yesterday was OMG! i quarrel with fariz.. i was so pissed with him!

i mean no offemce.. Am i a doll to you? i mean those who still have dolls you will like take real good care of them right?

then me eh? i mean i was like alone the whole long time.. and only yesterday he realize he pushed me aside! i dont know why i kept crying uh. tissue box almost empty.. nak makan pon tak selera!

wth! thanks for being so called corncern.. where were you? and when am i sick.. did you even ask if i needed your drug?

you did not fariz! you did not! but instead you treat me like your normal friend..

you are just fantastic!i dont even know whats wrong with me..

i think i'll change my music to a better make sense one okay>

sorry sweet.. i aint mean any harmm it might be our last night ...