that is not me! please eh!

(yeah look properly!this isnt me!^)

(i am confused! i dont wanna be in tears again eh!)

i feel real stupid!real stupid.. i pushed myself in a situation where even i cant

handle! what is like freaking wrong with me?

have i ever treat him well uh.. why cant i get over him?

I feel like i am some_____! urghh..

i wanna push him out of my life..

but each time i do it.. he kept coming back!

am i like C-R-A-Z-Y?

you were always there .. i just cant UH!

(please dont call me tonight..)

i wont want to reply any calls.. i am in  world of  confused..

i'll find a song that i think fits this post..

I’ll encourage you. I’ll be your motivation.

And whenever you need inspiration you can look to me.

A moment ago it seemed

It was yesterday

You were here with me

And everything seems to be the same
What am I supposed to do

With all these empty rooms?

Sit here in solitude

With the smell of your perfume

_WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO!!!!!!_