If only i could tell you tonight.

It's been almost 5 months bby. and still you're not in my life.

It’s not like it was before, we know that. We know it is my fault, I simply don’y know what to do. I feel like there’s something between us and I’m afraid I know what this is. And having it between was the last thing I wanted. It was you, before anyone else. I am really sorry, I wish I could, or knew, how to say it to you. I miss you :(

i just miss how it was 5 months ago.. where there's only you and me .