why now? why now ?
and not the first time we first met?
why today and not the day you have to stay? why? i lost too much things.. just too much.. and YOU are adding to it..
do you think i am some cheap chicks?
why (k)? why? why?
whyyyy?? i tried finding my way out.. and just today you told me all this without me knowin..
why? i am just hurtin too much.. i dont wanna cry anymore.. its just too much for me..
for how long do you want me to fell guilty for myself?
for how fucking long?
i feel less confident now...
i cant keep smiling like everything was right..
i will leave now like how you want me to..i will go now.. like how you want me too...
i will K.. i will.. i shall..
i am out now.